Legacies
by Donald Illich
Rockville, Md.


Stored in the closet beneath the winter coats,
a dusty cardboard box that could be
computer parts or Christmas decorations,
unused for twenty years, forgotten,
is it even worth opening, this late, now?
A stack of envelopes with foreign stamps,
a can of Billy Beer, earrings and bracelets,
fake silver, false gold, worthless,
collected because some day, after roaches
take over the world, they might be valuable.
I was in kindergarten when my grandfather died.
I only remember how his family wanted to toss
him in the pool, tied him in his easy chair
as a joke, or how he gave me a dollar
I squeezed in my hands as we drove away
one last time.  He won a Silver Star,
carried a bazooka, but what was combat
to me, who taped firecrackers to Army Men
and called it the start of World War III?
No one bought his legacies at the garage sale.
After the change was counted, nickels
and dimes mostly, I pushed the box back in.
I bent the corners, tore a hole in its side,
jamming it, trying to make everything fit.

(photo by Ronald Fortini)